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Heres
my most recent predicament.My mom had a boyfriend named Jay as of
September 2004.
He moved in, all of us knowing he was a legalized sex
offender. My mother,Jay, and I agreed to have a "good first expirience"
with me. It turned horribly wrong. Once it was allowed, there was no
end.
We broke promises, we broke hearts. So many fights were ensued due
to me. Everything was my fault. I love to write, and me bring the
stupid whore I am wrote letters...which he kept.
After a time, my mom
cut it off completely. Then Jay and my mom's fights grew more frequent.
After that, my mom's and My own relationship went downlhill.My mom kept
threatening me with the old line "Do you WANT to move to your
grandmothers'?". I finally got the guts up and said "Do you mean
it?"That ensued yet another fight.
I spilled to my guidance counselor
about the fight and about the marajuana, and everything. The HRS people
investigated it. I htink the case is closed now.I finally moved out the
Saturday after school was let out, 2005. I moved in with my Grandmother
of course. My mom and I aren't exactly on good terms, but we aren't
enimies either.We both miss each other, although I will at least finish
this years' school year here, at my grandmothers', in pensacola.
This
is another shot, another chance at the life that I have never had. Not
many people get an oppertunity like this. So I am grasping it by the
horns, and then letting go, letting the wind lead me where it may.
My
mom and Jay got into a huge fight this past Friday. Jay was always this
big 'in your face cussing like a sailor' kinda guy.
Well, my mom had
enough and kicked him in his chest, forcing him away.
He grabbed
her,choked her, and said the most awful things. He broke a lamp, and
slung tea everywhere in the kitchen.
He also damged my mothers door even
worse than how it was. (Due to my mom's ex-roomate Jeffry Dodd)
He is
using those notes I wrote as blackmail. The fucking dirty vile bastard.
In them I wrote that I would not tell, although My closest friends that
i cantrust know.
I was planning on telling, but since I stated that it
was basically mutual, and that I and my mother agreed for him to seduce
me, as a minor, my mother could also be put in jail.
I almost lost my
virginity to the dirty bastard. Had it not been on a couch, and if he
had a condomn, I probrally would have accepted the offer. He gets in
your head, and once he's in, it is hard for you to get him out.I don't
know what to do.
So, I am up for suggestions. Please, I need all the
help I can get. Thank you SO much,A teen in need, AlexThis is his Id and his charges:
Jay Paul Lenzo | | |
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