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Name: Alex
Country: United States
State: Florida
Metro: Pensacola
Birthday: 2/6/1991
Gender: Female


Interests: music,writing,anime,INUYASHA
Expertise: Writing,singing,dancing,html (HAHAHAHA)
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art


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AIM: h3llswrath2005
MSN: alexandra0206
Yahoo: xxpatched_heartxx


Member Since: 7/31/2005

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Sunday, July 31, 2005

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Heres my most recent predicament.My mom had a boyfriend named Jay as of September 2004.

He moved in, all of us knowing he was a legalized sex offender. My mother,Jay, and I agreed to have a "good first expirience" with me. It turned horribly wrong. Once it was allowed, there was no end.

We broke promises, we broke hearts. So many fights were ensued due to me. Everything was my fault. I love to write, and me bring the stupid whore I am wrote letters...which he kept.

After a time, my mom cut it off completely. Then Jay and my mom's fights grew more frequent. After that, my mom's and My own relationship went downlhill.My mom kept threatening me with the old line "Do you WANT to move to your grandmothers'?". I finally got the guts up and said "Do you mean it?"That ensued yet another fight.

I spilled to my guidance counselor about the fight and about the marajuana, and everything. The HRS people investigated it. I htink the case is closed now.I finally moved out the Saturday after school was let out, 2005. I moved in with my Grandmother of course. My mom and I aren't exactly on good terms, but we aren't enimies either.We both miss each other, although I will at least finish this years' school year here, at my grandmothers', in pensacola.

This is another shot, another chance at the life that I have never had. Not many people get an oppertunity like this. So I am grasping it by the horns, and then letting go, letting the wind lead me where it may.

My mom and Jay got into a huge fight this past Friday. Jay was always this big 'in your face cussing like a sailor' kinda guy.

Well, my mom had enough and kicked him in his chest, forcing him away.

He grabbed her,choked her, and said the most awful things. He broke a lamp, and slung tea everywhere in the kitchen.

He also damged my mothers door even worse than how it was. (Due to my mom's ex-roomate Jeffry Dodd)

He is using those notes I wrote as blackmail. The fucking dirty vile bastard.

In them I wrote that I would not tell, although My closest friends that i cantrust know.

 I was planning on telling, but since I stated that it was basically mutual, and that I and my mother agreed for him to seduce me, as a minor, my mother could also be put in jail.

I almost lost my virginity to the dirty bastard. Had it not been on a couch, and if he had a condomn, I probrally would have accepted the offer. He gets in your head, and once he's in, it is hard for you to get him out.I don't know what to do.

So, I am up for suggestions. Please, I need all the help I can get. Thank you SO much,A teen in need, AlexThis is his Id and his charges:


Jay Paul Lenzo